so. astrology. it isn't real! well, it is. i believe it can hold some truth to things, while other times it's off the mark. i like astrology a lot actually! i'm by no means an expert though. i have like..a surface level understanding i guess? i reference two sites, an app, and a book when reading other people's charts. i dunno. it's fun to read and analyze other people. including myself! i wanted to sit back and go through my aspects and placements one by one. it's mostly going to be me copying and pasting shit to be honest.

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the books and sites and apps i'll be referencing and using to analyze myself are as follows.

• The Only Astrology Book You'll Ever Need by Joanna Martine Woolfolk
• cafeastrology
• astro-seek
• astrograph

if you have any book or site reccomendations feel free to send them my way! or not! simply perceive me! i'm kind of shy when it comes to this to be honest. i'm paranoid someone will read my chart and know exactly how to manipulate me. scary. anyways i don't care, i made this page for myself to stare at for 10 minutes to affirm that i am in fact a real person with complex emotions feelings and motives because my sense of self identity is incredibly fragile and diluted! lol

here's my chart. please be so fucking nice to me. if you're mean ill kill myself and make you watch or something. sorry i probably shouldnt say that. my bad. anyways these are all parts that make up one whole (me) so in the end all these little trivia bits add up and may clash and conflict, so if anything seems contradictory then oh well not my fault.

Sun in Cancer

The sun sign is what most people think of when think about astrology. its the sign that you get based on your birth date (mm/dd) and is the easiest to figure out! i was born july 15, so that makes me a cancer!

General Stuff

• Most Cancers react by withdrawing or retreating.
• Sun in Cancer natives have a strong survival instinct.
• Cancerians are nurturing and protective of others.
• They avoid direct confrontations almost as a rule.
• They are one of the more hospitable signs of the zodiac.
• Easily influenced by the family and sometimes manipulative.
• They are protective of those they care about, and of themselves too.
• In Cancer it is Cardinal-Water and rules the stomach and breasts.
• Some have developed an ability to manipulate others to get what they want.
• You may appear passive, and tend to rely on your feelings to make decisions.
• You are also likely to be security-conscious and highly value your home life.
• Their reactions to hurt will depend on how thick a shell they have developed.
• Cancers are, in fact, quite yielding and soft when you have them in the right mood.
• Possible issues: He is humble, timid, changeable, indecisive, lazy, or over-sensitive.
• Sure, they can be touchy and indirect, but they are also very dependable, caring souls.
• Your ruling planet is the Moon, and you tend to be moody, with constantly changing emotions.
• You are subtle, rather than direct, and are likely to reflect the moods of those around you.
• Cancer is ruled by the Moon, which gives people born under this sign great emotional sensitivity.
• The Sun represents your will and purpose, your sense of vitality, and your evolving higher Self.
• Cancer is a very sensitive sign, and they don't always appreciate it when you are blunt with them.
• Cancers have a reputation for moodiness, although this trait is most evident when the Moon is in Cancer.
• They are the ones who suffer the most by it and they like to enrich their soul with new and new suffering.
• They resist change to an extent, and concern themselves about being secure and safe in most everything they do.
• Cancers can be quite intrigued by objects with history attached to them -- antiques, photos, souvenirs, and the like.
• They are often quite reticent about sharing their inner selves to the rest of the world, and are often caught up in reminisce.
• They are peaceful and shy, but they are also very intelligent and smart so they can increase the value of accumulated experiences.
• In their essence they are introverts who do not like to attract the attention of others, but this is what makes them even more fascinating.
• Rather than of anger, their repertoire consists of lamentation and regret; and rather than aggression they will show agreeable helplessness.
• You tend to collect the residue of past experience and hold onto it, allowing it to color present activities and lead you to instinctual action.
• People born under the sign of Cancer are often very artistic, and many of them know how to communicate their rich emotional cues with a brush, by word or through singing.
• Even though they are believed to be easily influenced by others, they actually influence their surroundings and they enrich other with their charming emotional personality.
• Rather than allowing yourself to be driven by your changing moods, you benefit from shedding the light of conscious reason on your habitual patterns and focusing on your true goals.
• You may be involved with the past in some way, because the sign of Cancer, the sign of nurturing, protecting and sustaining, is strongly tied to the past, and the principle of Karma.
• It is not their fault and they do not try to be mean; it's their character that is influenced by the Moon that causes emotional ambivalence, which is reflected in their relationships.
• Their reasoning, thinking and behaviour are very dependent on their mood, and this is the reason why they like to depend on people with strong personalities and choose partners they can lean on.
• They can get their way and ensure comfortable life for themselves and for their family, because pleasant, cosy home and family welfare are very important for their sensitive mind and restlessness.
• These people love their home, their parents and their family, but their romantic dreams and mood swings are responsible for the fact that despite their inner shyness they cannot remain faithful to their beloved partner.
• This implies that if they ever find out that their timidity arouses sympathy and willingness to comply with their wishes, they know how to imitate this personal characteristic because acting is also one of their artistic talents.
• When their characteristics are considered, they might seem to be impractical in life, but the reality is that when it comes to money matters and living standards, they know how to secure them, and their behaviour displays a sense for reality.

Cancer Sun in Seventh House

• You may marry someone with a strong personality.
• They may find employment in jobs such as sales and advertising.
• You are very aware of the other as a mirror for your own selfhood.
• You sense yourself as part of a unit rather than merely an isolated ego.
• It is important to you to have a partner, as you feel incomplete without one.
• The Sun in the seventh house creates people who are well-known to the public.
• You gravitate towards others, who serve to reflect your deeper self back to you.
• You enjoy developing the exchange of interpersonal expression and joint efforts.
• You prefer working together with another person, rather than strictly on your own.
• The power and influence of these people depends on their relationships with others.
• You are motivated to become well-liked, and you are especially sensitive to rejection
• The life of these people is under the influence of their family or business partners.
• These individuals can deal with people and they have a talent for dealing with the public.
• They have strongly developed sense of balance and they have the ability to be the leaders.
• You take pride in your ability to negotiate, and to establish harmony in your relationships.
• These people will have to help others and this will help them to climb up the career ladder.
• The Sun in the Seventh House represents a concentration of the vital force to relate with others in partnership.
• One of the lessons in your life may be to avoid putting harmony and others' opinions of you above your own needs.
• These connections give them energy and orientation, because they have a lack of initiative and their actions are based on the reactions of others.
• Use your social skills and seek out peaceful relations with others, but try not to over-identify with your partnerships and the way you are received by others.
• You have an intuitive sense of what partnership requires, and strive to become more aware of the inner needs of two people relating with one another on a committed basis.
• You benefit from recognizing that everything you seek in another is really an important part of yourself, and that being involved with others on an interpersonal level is a means of exploring your own basic nature.
• You may keenly feel the need for an intimate partner to flesh out your unconscious areas of self, and you may alternate between losing your sense of self from within relationship to finding your sense of identity and power in that way.

51 Conjunction between the Sun and Venus

• Social relationships are extremely important to you.
• You are generally charming with an easy-going manner.
• It is generally quite important to you that you are personally popular, to come across in a pleasant way, and to be liked and appreciated.
• Sometimes, vanity is part of the package.
• Venus is a peace-making, harmony-loving planet, and those with Sun conjunct Venus do their best to seek peace and harmony.
• You are diplomatic and a veritable expert at smoothing over (and sometimes glossing over) problems.
• You are openhanded with others, tolerant and accepting.
• When expressed negatively, you can be superficial and two-faced, and you can be very much tied up with appearances--your own, and sometimes others'.
• You might be too agreeable, too pleasant (at the expense of honesty), and downright lazy at times.
• You have a fine eye for style and enjoy pleasing surroundings.
• You generally dress well and enjoy a certain amount of luxury.
• You are gracious, romantic, and sometimes romantically impulsive.
• You tend to rely on the power of attraction to bring people to you, rather than aggressively pursuing love interests.
• There can be some vanity involved here--you are most attracted to people who express interest in you, or who respond well to your charms!
• You are not the type of person who overtly pursues people who appear to be indifferent to you.
• You are not competitive in the aggressive sense of the word, and you are not someone who loves a good chase.
• Instead, you work your charms and draw people to you.
• Your ability to attract others (Venus) is very much tied up with your ego (Sun).
• Because Venus rules all things feminine, all those with this aspect tend to be quite attractive.

-112 Opposition between the Sun and Ascendant

• He may face conflicts in life due to a projection of character that does not match what is on the inside.
• Misrepresentation of the self can be frequent.
• He must strive to understand how others perceive him and work on presenting a more accurate persona to the world, or he will rub people the wrong way or feel unrecognized and misunderstood.

Moon in Aquarius

The moon sign determines emotions, instincts, roots, and other stuff. Basically a deeper side to ones self! Idk how else to explain it. Google is free.

General Stuff

• Moon in Aquarius people are extremely observant.
• They are life-time students of human nature, loving to analyze why people do what they do.
• This often stems from a detached--even shy--personality, especially in youth.
• Whether due to character or conditioning, Moon in Aquarius people often grow up feeling "different".
• Although rather sociable, they are often loners at heart.
• Many have strong egos, or at least powerful defense mechanisms, and most Lunar Aquarians will do their best to be the most unique and unusual person they can be.
• Their inner feeling of loneliness--that they don't quite fit in--puts them on the outside, looking in.
• There is a very idealistic and progressive streak in Lunar Aquarians that is admirable indeed.
• However, when the Moon is in Aquarius, natives often will deny the more irrational qualities of emotions--such as jealousy, possessiveness, and fear--in an effort to be "above" what they consider "pettiness".
• When this goes too far, Lunar Aquarians can be emotionally blocked, distant, and detached.
• Lunar Aquarians can be very willful, especially in childhood.
• With age, these natives generally learn to handle their strong needs.
• Their desire for independence is powerful indeed, no matter what their age.
• With a quiet Sun and/or Ascendant, their desire to "shock" others is not always apparent until a relationship becomes comfortable.
• They are generally proud of their family members, boasting just how unique they are.
• When their families are ultra-conservative, the boast will be that they rebelled against all of that!
• Although given to temper tantrums and willful behavior in youth, Moon in Aquarius people often grow up feeling that messy emotions are unappealing.
• They often pride themselves for being cool-headed, detached, and "above" what they consider the more base emotions.
• In the process, they can end up alienating others--and themselves.
• Although Lunar Aquarians can be especially adept at understanding others' behavior and motivations, they can lose touch with their own--simply because they have identified too strongly with what they aspire to be (and these aspirations are often super-human).
• The Aquarian tendency to be humanitarian shows up powerfully in Moon in Aquarius.
• However, their kindness and concern for others is generally more a broad philosophy of life.
• With people close to them, Moon in Aquarius natives can seemingly lack compassion, as they often fully expect others to be as independent and detached as they are!
• In close, personal relationships, however, Lunar Aquarians generally give others a lot of personal freedom, and they will tolerate and enjoy all kinds of idiosyncrasies in people around them.
• Moon in Aquarius people are rarely flighty people, but they can be unreliable when it concerns the little things in life.
• Often, this is simply an assertion of their independence.
• In the long haul, however, they are rather constant, as Aquarius is a fixed sign.
• As long as they have their own space and the freedom to be themselves, however kooky that may be, they are trustworthy and loyal.
• Lunar Aquarians generally make wonderful friends.
• They'll make a point of leaving nobody on the outside.
• Many will fight for other's rights and crusade for equality.
• What may be surprising is that Moon in Aquarius people have a lot of pride.
• In fact, when they've been attacked in any way (especially regarding their character), they can become very inflexible and cool.
• It can be difficult to know just how sensitive to criticism Lunar Aquarians are, simply because they hide it so well!
• When their character or behavior has been criticized, they tend to dig in their heels and keep right on doing it.
• They fully expect others to accept them exactly as they are, or they don't have much use for them in their lives.
• These sometimes maddeningly unpredictable people are nevertheless quite charming.
• They have an unmistakable stubborn streak, but when left to be themselves, they make unusual and endlessly interesting people to be around.
• Life just wouldn't be the same without Lunar Aquarians' unusual spin on the world and the people in it!
• Your relationship with your emotions can be complicated.
• You want to free yourself from negative emotions such as fear, anger and jealousy, but it can lead to the fact that others will expect you to be incredibly tolerant when they display such emotions.
• You may have the tendency to create the greatest possible distance from your natural instincts and emotions, but the situation in which you unconsciously get yourself into forces you to accept the reality.
• You have the ability to be an impartial observer of life, and this gives you the ability to be a good psychologist who can give other people useful and impartial advice.
• In relationships you tend to attract indifferent, unpredictable or unrivaled partners.
• It is important for you that there is friendship between you and your lover.
• You have a strong need for freedom of expression, and this can cause moodiness and unpredictability.
• You are happy in the company of other people.
• When you are in a group of people, it is easier for you to understand your feelings and get rid of the fear of intimate situations.
• The Moon in Aquarius gives a socially minded and progressive personality.
• You are charming and gracious.
• You can also be somewhat unstable or erratic in your behavior.
• You are consistently kind to other people, but you may come across as somewhat cold and distant, because you have a mental rather than an emotional nature.
• You desire to be an active force for good in the world, and are likely to achieve that lofty aim.
• You have great originality in your thoughts.
• You could benefit from spending more time with your emotions.

Aquarius Moon in First House

• The Moon in the First House represents the emotional, sensitive, experience of self-image projected onto the world, indicating that these people are sensitive, changing and adaptable.
• Your identity in the world depends on your environment and you will reflect the environment around you in an emotional or sensitive way.
• You are likely to possess a strong imagination.
• You may be moody.
• You are comfortable when you are in action.
• You may feel a need to be recognized and may feel resentful if others around you do not perceive your efforts.
• You are flexible and concerned about interacting with your environment in a refined, considerate, and observant manner.
• You may need to recognize that others are not as sensitive as you are and may not always be capable of appreciating your receptive and intuitive qualities.
• They are somewhat unstable and uncertain of what to do.
• Their changing emotions are a source of trouble for long-term planning.
• When they are not busy revising their goals, they think about which direction to focus their efforts.
• And then they hesitate about their implementation.
• They are sensitive people who respond to the opinions of others and are easily influenced.
• Very sensitive.
• Fantasizes.
• He is easily touched, moved, and affected; he is sometimes shy, prudent, and emotional.
• Your feelings are right out there for everyone to see, and you can come across as emotional and impatient, or nurturing and caring (or both).
• Your first reaction is emotional, especially if the Moon is in close proximity (within ten degrees) of the Ascendant degree.
• You need emotional stimulation, movement, and freedom to express yourself in order to feel happy and fulfilled.
• Your moods are very changeable, and this can be quite obvious to others.
• Because of your emotional sensitivity, you might often take things too personally, and react too quickly.
• Developing an awareness that others' emotions are just as important, even if they are not as overt and immediate as yours, will be important.

-216 Opposition between the Moon and Jupiter

• He is sometimes indifferent to others, to those who surround him; he is sometimes careless, and perhaps a little negligent and indecisive.
• He may "feed" inner restlessness with excesses in gambling, shopping, or other comforts, and his honesty is sometimes a bit elastic.
• This aspect does not help professional success, especially as he tends to spend more than he earns, but this aspect doesn't deny success either.
• Making the most of success can be the challenge.
• Sometimes enthusiastic and gung-ho, and other times indifferent, it can be challenging for others to understand him.
• Changeable morals to suit the current situation.
• Should look for constructive avenues for his inner restlessness.
• Wonderful sense of humor and big hearted.

37 Conjunction between the Moon and Uranus

• He is imaginative and benefits from the Moon's intuition complemented by Uranus' independence and originality.
• His life is out-of-the-ordinary, with lots of changes and a great knowledge of the world not necessarily through reading but through personal experience and brilliant intuition.
• He likes the sensational, new things.
• He acts instinctively, but fortunately has a good sixth sense.
• He likes to be surrounded by original people, artists.

-3 Square between the Moon and Lilith

• Love-at-first-sight is to be avoided, as it will make one forget all other duties and lead to problems. There can be obsessions.
• Emotions can take over the life at times.

Capricorn Rising/Ascendant

Someone's ascendant or rising sign basically gives away someones basic personality traits such as physical appearance, temperament, behaviour, relationship to life and the first impression the person gives

• There's a seriousness to Capricorn rising people that is unmistakable. Even when they're joking around, it's of the deadpan variety. In fact, plenty of very humorous people have Capricorn Ascendants. It's all in the timing...and the fact that they don't giggle before the joke is over.
• Capricorn Ascendant people project competence. They simply ooze it.
• They're generally very image-conscious people--the clothes they wear and their manner are a big deal to them. They want to appear successful, and they generally succeed!
• Often the Ascendant persona is the one that was forced upon us by family conditioning. We adopt these roles as familiar ones, and often carry them with us as our defense mechanisms, in some way or another, for the rest of our lives. In the case of Capricorn Ascendants, these were the children who were considered the responsible ones.
• Sometimes, it was they themselves who looked around them and felt the need to be the structured, dependable, and responsible members of the family. So, often, Capricorn rising people adopted a strong sense of tradition, family, and responsibility at a very young age.
• Capricorn rising people are generally big on family, and forever worry about security--for themselves and their dependents.
• They come across to others as hard-working, competent, and dependable people.
• What others may not see under that cool, even suave, exterior, is an inner struggle: they often ask themselves, "Am I doing enough?", "Do I deserve all of this?", "How can I make things better?" They worry a lot about the future.
• If success seemed to have come easy to these folks, it hasn't. They just made it look that way with a patient, hard-working, driven personality.
• Saturn rules this Ascendant, and this generally means a kind of backwards way of living--as children, they are serious and bear a lot of responsibility; and as they grow up, they age beautifully, learning how to loosen up.
• People with Capricorn Ascendant must first become aware of their two opposing sides. One is obedience and performing their duties properly.
• They need to manage energy well and this requires discipline and self-control. They must achieve some social prestige and recognition.
• The other side is the ability to organize practical matters and achieve their goals, and also the ability to enjoy sensual pleasures.
• Capricorn rising people are ambitious and practical, and have an excellent sense of social responsibility.
• You are conscious of social mores, almost to the point of over-concern.
• You are also likely to appear controlling to other people, or to have a persistence at achieving your goals that will wear them down eventually.
• You are still careful to do what others expect of you.
• Your natural caution allows you to advance slowly and steadily to the top.
• However the driving force behind your ambition may be hidden feelings of insecurity or low self-esteem.
• You put yourself under enormous pressure to perform, and may feel responsible for those around you.
• Your aloofness may also function as a way to insulate you from close contact with others.
• You benefit from seeking to share your gift with the world.
• Some Capricorn rising people practice some form of self-denial. They know how to do away with the frivolous.
• Although they're rarely showy, their quiet air of success is often a result of conscious effort.
• More often than not, Capricorn rising individuals are success stories.
• Their childhoods may have been difficult, but they slowly but surely turn their lives around.
• When you are at your best, your goal is to strive for others' welfare, as well as your own, and your redemption comes from allowing the love you feel inside to express itself in visible acts of kindness.

Mercury in Leo

Mercury basically determines our thinking, communication, intellect, learning and stuff like that.

General Stuff

• People with Mercury in Leo are self-confident. It seems that there is a fire behind them that is forcing them to act fast.
• Mercury affects fiery signs by creating lively imps who are interested in anything that attracts their attention.
• They are proud of their intellect and abilities.
• Because their mind is closely connected with their heart, there is originality, passion and strength in their speech.
• Leo people, just like other people in all fiery signs, are insecure but they are good at hiding it.
• They can use their distinctive talent for mental concentration and focus on the enthusiasm and vitality in them.
• People with Mercury in Leo should pay attention to advice and criticism from close friends. People will soon stop trying to help those who think that they know everything the best.
• He wants to know the bottom line, and can be good at scoping out a situation and finding answers to problems. In fact, he is a problem-solver, and will spend a lot of time helping others solve problems if need be.
• Very friendly and usually positive, he can be charming in a warm way.
• Enthusiastic speaker, speaks with authority and sincerity.
• Great sense of organization.
• Playful. Likes to take risks in jest and for amusement.
• Might sometimes come across too strongly or offend sensitive folk with a somewhat authoritative tone.
• Mercury in Leo gives a dignified and refined mentality.
• You are proud of your ideas, and very good at expressing them to others.
• You are likely to be an entertaining conversationalist, with a good sense of humor.
• You may also be opinionated at times.
• You have a tendency to want to convince others of your own point of view without taking time to see theirs. In this way you can have something of a lazy mind.
• You benefit from cultivating greater powers of attention and perception, and opening your consciousness to the world around you.

Mercury Leo in Seventh House

• Mercury in the Seventh House represents a strong mental connection to other people.
• You naturally collect and exchange ideas with those you find yourself in partnership with.
• You are very interested in what other people think about any given situation in which you find yourself.
• Intellectual expression is for you a very natural medium of relatedness.
• Bouncing ideas off others helps you to make a decision, although coming to definite conclusions can be painfully difficult for you.
• You see the other side of the coin. This awareness of other's points of view can make it difficult for you to come to a decision.
• When you learn to detach your own ideas from those of other people, you can begin to discover the mysterious balancing act of accepting the differences between self and other.
• These people are attracted to clever and expressive people.
• They have a talent for communicating with the public and may be successful in sales, law or in public relations. They may become good advisers, mediators or judges.
• Their need to relate with someone mentally usually leads to marriage with an intelligent and educated person.
• These people are intelligent and they have a great ability to express themselves and to convince others about the correctness of their opinions.
• May avoid at all costs being alone.
• He has lots of friends, enjoying discussions and similarly cultivating plenty of work friends.
• He loves to write.
• You have a great love of debate, if only to get closer to your own thoughts and opinions.
• You might often play devil's advocate.
• Communication with a partner is craved, and you also love an audience for your own thoughts and opinions, but preferably a one-person audience, as you come alive verbally when it's one-on-one.
• You can be quite skilled at keeping a partnership animated and alive with interesting tidbits, new ideas, and stimulating conversation.
• You can easily become bored in partnership if the lines of communication go down, even temporarily.
• You might also love to talk about and analyze relationships and marriage.

-41 Opposition between Mercury - Neptune

• He misjudges, but very imaginative.
• He lets things happen, and is happy to stay in his dreamworld.
• Confronted by reality, he is hesitant, anxious about being tested and can fall back into his imaginary world.

-28 Square between Mercury - Midheaven

• He has no specific aim in life.
• He might frequently change jobs or might bore easily, needing variety to keep interest in something, may be inconstant but likes change which gives him the feeling of living intensely.
• Lots of activity as far as love is concerned - he may enjoy a full sex life. (personal note: EW SEX)

Venus in Cancer

My personal favorite placement. I'm crazy sorryy lol ANYWAYS Venus symbolizes attractivity. The sign in which Venus is tells us what we are attracted to and this enables us to give or receive love and affection, beauty and happiness, values and principles. The negative side is that it represents weakness and shallowness.

General Stuff

• The manifestations of love of people with Venus in Cancer are connected with the need to give and receive satisfaction and security.
• If these people were not sure of their mother's love, they cling to their partners. If they were sure enough of their mother's love, they are able to show balanced love for their family.
• These people subconsciously think too much about accepting love that they forget about the quality and the amount of love that they give.
• Love for Venus in Cancer is best when it is committed and rather predictable.
• These people are sensitive in love, even if their Sun sign is the more playful and outgoing signs of Gemini or Leo. You may even say their egos are a little underdeveloped when it comes to love, but they have a lot to give in return: namely, security, comfort, and care.
• Venus in Cancer people show their love by caring for you. They pay more attention to your feelings than your words, and observe you rather carefully.
• They want a safe, solid relationship.
• Recognize their attachments to their family and home. Help them to feel confident with you -- when they are fearful of being rejected, they can resort to some frustrating tactics to find out just how loved they are.
• They can be a little moody in love, and some go so far as giving silent treatments and engaging in pouting routines to get attention from their mate. If you've hurt them, they'll have a hard time forgetting.
• They are turned off by anything too impersonal, and too much rationalizing leaves them cold. These lovers are always worried they'll be left high and dry.
• They are not afraid of emotional confrontations.
• Every so often, they'll retreat into themselves (not unlike a Crab), and it can be difficult to pull them out. This is when they use their extraordinary "nursing" abilities on themselves, instead of their partner!
• Pleasing Venus in Cancer involves lots of snuggling and sentimentality.
• Think about how a crab (the symbol of Cancer) moves towards its goal, and you will get a fair idea of Venus in Cancer's approach.
• Do your best to make them feel secure and cared for, and you will be rewarded with a patient, dependable, and loving mate.
• Venus in Cancer gives a sensitive and caring nature, very devoted and loyal, with emphasis on security.
• Your affections operate at an unconscious and instinctual level, and apply in a general way to everyone you connect with.
• You are fond of children and the life of the home. You are likely to maintain close ties with your parents and other family members, and may be mothering rather than mating in the expression of your relationship energy.
• You are gentle, receptive and charming, and inclined to the sentimental or nostalgic.
• You feel best when you are involved the closeness and intimacy of a family relationship.

Cancer Venus in Sixth House

• Venus in the Sixth House represents a strong heart connection to service and a capacity to make a dance out of your attendance to the details of everyday life. It also points to social activities, love affairs or romantic relationships in the workplace.
• You may feel somewhat restricted in the expression of your passion.
• You have a tendency toward fastidiousness, and perfectionism, and may seek the perfect mate rather than allowing yourself to be satisfied. On the other hand, you are likely to blossom in the process of service to others.
• You take delight from everyday things, and are not overly concerned with the grand statement.
• You could also be a detail artist. You have a talent for design wherein beauty and functionality combine. Many of you are talented at design work, as you appreciate and pay much attention to all of the little parts that make up a whole, with the goal of finding order and harmony in these systems.
• You are well aware that the road to your higher purpose starts with the simple steps inherent in the ordinary joys of daily life.
• It can also mean an emotional bond to work.
• In any case it means a comfortable and pleasant working environment.
• These people often work as judges or referees, or in jobs that deal with women.
• The influence of Venus in the sixth house brings artistic talent that could decide about the profession of these people.
• He may be devoted to sick or poor people. Might work in a medical or social setting, where he may meet his partner, who can be a great help professionally.
• Your expressions of love and affection are practical and helpful. Being of service to a partner is especially important to you. In fact, you might go to great lengths to be available at all costs to a loved one.
• While you may not be flowery or showy when it comes to expressing love, you show your love by your availability, rendering services, doing practical things for a loved one, and other thoughtful "little" things.
• If you are not careful, you might pass up on true love opportunities in favor of relationships that serve a practical purpose in your life, or out of fear that you might not find better.
• Selling yourself short may be something that keeps you from going after what and who you want.

50 Trine between Venus - Mars

• He is amorous, not a peaceful and calm lover but a passionate one with a strong temperament.
• He is demonstrative in love, and usually fully enjoys healthy pleasures and life to the full.

45 Conjunction between Venus - Saturn

• He has a good grasp of reality and of duty.
• He is thrifty, reserved and usually not given to showing off.
• He likes truth and justice.
• In love, his sentiments are sincere and deep, he never plays false.
• He is, of course, faithful in love and friendship.
• He might love a much older person, appreciating that person's intelligence and good sense.

48 Sextile between Venus - Lilith

• This aspect suggests charm, beauty, attracting others by his magnetism.
• He is intense in love.
• Feelings are complicated.
• There can be brooding. However, he is inclined to embrace, accept, and understand the darker side of his nature.

-58 Opposition between Venus - Ascendant

• He is very spendthrift, but spreads his money around his circle.
• His friends may be more self-interested than sincere.
• He may go to excess with his pleasures, frequents doubtful company, may come across differently than expected.

27 Trine between Venus - Midheaven

• He has good taste, an affectionate nature, his love is warm and deep, based on intellectual understanding and common tastes.
• His friends are useful in furthering his career.
• Good reputation in the professional world.
• Well-liked for what he does for a living.

Mars in Pisces

Mars represents the desire for action and physical energy.. basically the need to get what we want!

General stuff

• The placement of Mars in Pisces is an unusual combination. Mars is the planet of action and assertion, and Pisces is a passive sign that rarely asserts itself in a direct fashion.
• Mild-tempered and gentle, these guys and gals move through life in a manner that can hardly be considered direct.
• This is certainly not a very active position for Mars, and natives will often let life "happen" instead of trying to control their life direction.
• Sometimes prone to feelings of guilt about their anger, and difficulties with asserting themselves, Mars in Pisces individuals seem to "go with the flow".
• This is a charming position, as individuals with Mars in Pisces don't appear like they are capable of harming a fly. However, those that don't find creative expression for this energy can stir up a storm through indirect aggression.
• Mars in Pisces gives people the opportunity to work in professions where one does not come into direct contact with the public but exercises his authority in a detached workplace. These people can work for example as detectives, prison wardens or doctors in hospitals. They may also work in desolate places, for example on oil rigs.
• People with Mars in Pisces get what they want by delicate or indirect means.
• Their actions are affected by strong emotional undercurrents and if they do not want them to negatively influence their efforts to reach their goals they have to figure out what these emotional undercurrents mean.
• Mars in Pisces people are not averse to playing games to get what they want, although even they don't always know exactly what they do want! Their desires are changeable and moody, and it's hard to really know where these natives stand on any particular issue.
• Alternatively, some Mars in Pisces people do take a stand on issues that are Piscean in nature, making compassion and love their mission.
• Energy levels fluctuate a lot, coming in bursts of activity followed by inertia. You tire easily, for your physical energy is somewhat variable. Because it can be difficult to align this ebbing and flowing of energy in the day-to-day world as it is, finding a job that supports this may be tough.
• The happiest Mars in Pisces individuals are those that have a creative outlet that allow them to express their desires of the moment, their compassion--and even their anger--freely and imaginatively.
• Mars in Pisces gives a sensitive and retiring nature.
• You have a tendency to be withdrawn.
• You are easily influenced by others, and can also sometimes be moody and introspective.
• You can also get lost in your dreams at times, and it may be that for you, at these times, only your inner world is real.
• You tend to resent and be discontent with your situation or that of society.
• You may need to work through a lack of straightforwardness with others, and it benefits you greatly to stand up for your beautiful sense of truth, and to learn to be more decisive in relation to the affairs of the world around you.
• Your quiet exterior masks a restlessly searching interior process, which strives for nothing less than the transformation of yourself and society into a more ideal system.

Pisces Mars in Second House

• Mars in the Second house (or sign) gives a persistent and patient nature.
• You can be extremely stubborn.
• You can be quite possessive, both of material things and of people. You can also be jealous and possessive.
• You benefit from cultivating an attitude of sharing.
• You value money and other forms of security.
• You possess an enthusiasm for the pursuit of sensual pleasures.
• You are likely to be an ardent and loyal lover.
• You enjoy the good things of life.
• You may find that you have a desire for luxuries, but lack the conservative attitude toward finances that would help to secure them.
• If Mars is afflicted in your chart by planetary aspect, you may need to work through pride and acquisitiveness in your nature, or there could be problems with possessiveness, or even resentments towards others.
• You have an artistic flair to your nature, and function well in the realm of the material and tangible world, with the stamina required to get what you want out of life.
• He may undertake daring and dangerous enterprises at times.
• He has lots of initiative.
• He works hard for his money, of which he is capable of learning a lot.
• He is a spendthrift at times, money comes and goes.
• He is always ready to start from scratch in the event of a setback.
• Great willingness and enthusiasm.
• You are likely to be a hard worker, although you appreciate the process and might be slower than some as you focus on the method and tend to each step deliberately and carefully.
• You love to produce things of practical value.
• You are ambitious when it comes to making money and acquiring possessions, but you might be impatient or impulsive when it comes to spending.
• You like a physical challenge, and your physical abilities and energy make up a strong part of your sense of self-worth.
• You like to work independently, or you value things most when you have achieved something on your own.
• The world of the five senses is most important to you on sensual and sexual levels.
• You have a hearty appetite with strong stamina.
• You defend your values fervently.
• Mars in the second house suggests a person who is looking for material and financial gains and who is successful in this area.
• They have energy that drives them to make money but at the same time forces them to spend everything they earn. They need to learn to control their financial situation which is hard for them because they have no natural talent for it.
• These people are competitive in business and financial matters and they often run their own business.
• They are not afraid of taking risks in this area and they are determined to reach their goals.

39 Trine between Mars - Saturn

• He is energetic and determined.
• He has strength and resistance, ability and patience.
• He is tough, and sometimes insensitive, putting much of his energy and talents into overcoming all the obstacles to his success.
• He is obstinate, calculating, aiming not to take on anything without having thought of all the possible consequences.
• He can take all the time in the world, rarely losing patience to achieve his objectives.
• Even if impatience is indicated in other areas of the chart, this Mars-Saturn placement suggests an overall persistence in the long-term.
• He is not necessarily especially sociable unless other indications strongly suggest so, but respected.
• There is a reverence for order and following rules to keep order, for the most part.

Conjunction between Mars - Uranus

• He posseses exceptional energy.
• He is impulsive but bold.
• He may take on risky enterprises for the good of the community.
• He will often pour tremendous energy into an endeavor.
• He has a great need for his independence, insisting on his freedom of action.
• Very open to new methods and different ways of doing things.
• Progressive and courageous.
• An innovator.

60 Trine between Mars - Midheaven

• He has a good sense of organization.
• He knows how to make the necessary decisions rapidly, he is independent but will pour a lot of his energy into achieving social and professional success.

Jupiter in Leo

Jupiter symbolizes growth, expansion, laws, faith and ethics that guide it. It represents a sense for development and support, which can lead to opportunities, wealth and faith!

General Stuff

• Jupiter in Leo gives you a generous personality with good vitality.
• He attracts the most good fortune when he expresses magnanimity, is generous with others, inspires confidence in those around him, conducts himself with dignity and sincerity, while also avoiding the pitfall of excessive egotism.
• Prosperous areas are creative ones, entertainment, children, and recreation.
• Takes pride in everything he does.
• Generosity brings success.
• There is something very natural about people with Jupiter in Leo because they believe that their mere existence is the evidence of their value.
• It may be said that they grow and develop by being excited about themselves.
• They may become selfish and arrogant, but sometimes it is better than false modesty and quarrelsomeness.
• Their sense of grandeur can lead to manifestations of self-confidence and wealth, but they may also fall into disfavour because of it.
• They may be too enthusiastic to overlook the fact that having a lot of energy is great, but one also has to take into account the personality of the people and nature of the things the energy is used on.
• In other words, people and things into which they invest their time, money and feelings have different characteristics, requirements and limitations, and they tend to overlook them, which may cause subsequent disappointment.
• You have dignity, pride and dramatic presence, and are courageous in your sense of self.
• You are likely to be a loyal companion.
• You possess excellent executive abilities.
• You like to show off your good side, and have a natural flair and sense of showmanship that carries you far in life.
• You enjoy the limelight, and would always rather shine out on a hillside than hide your light under a barrel.
• You are attracted to higher learning, and the fine arts, including the theater, and may try your hand at acting.
• You can also be extravagant at times, or suffer from errors in judgment.
• You may tend to overdo, and need to beware of egotism.
• You have good intuition; you make a capable leader when you follow your own inner guidelines.

Jupiter Leo in Seventh House

• Jupiter in the Seventh house (or sign) gives you a refined and idealistic nature.
• You are easily influenced by others, and may have great difficulty in making a decision, especially when you start to take into consideration all of the possibilities that suggest themselves to you.
• You work well with other people, and are known for your fairness.
• Other people matter to you in an extraordinary way, which can be both a blessing and a curse.
• You will always champion both sides of a dispute and make sure that the underdog has his say.
• You are thoughtful and diplomatic and make a good lawyer. Good legal outcomes.
• You are also likely to be very social and attractive to others.
• You are a great lover of art and beauty wherever you find it, but you may tend to scatter your focus, and could benefit from more firmly concentrating your energies to serve your own inner motivation.
• He has a good marriage or partnership, with a useful partner who helps to bring success if only by their advice.
• Traditionally, this placement has been associated with benefits through marriage or partnership.
• Jupiter in the seventh house suggests that this planet will bring happiness in marriage or partnership.
• These people are friendly, charitable and fair.
• Their success will be at least partly the result of their good judgment in choosing a good partner and developing a successful relationship.
• Other negative aspects of the horoscope may affect this area and cause too much optimism about personal relationships and marriage.

-6 Opposition between Jupiter - Neptune

• He is easily influenced.
• He is a dreamer, perhaps allowing himself to be seduced by others' fine words which are not always sincere or by a new imagined plan that may not materialize.
• He does not see wickedness right away, preferring to give the benefit of the doubt, but can often be duped by others due to a philosophy that one should trust in people until they prove themselves untrustworthy.

36 Trine between Jupiter - Pluto

• He likes to direct, he is intelligent and an organizer of the first order.

-19 Square between Jupiter - Lilith

• He may run the risk of ruining himself in order to please his partner.
• On a sexual level, he may go to considerable effort to please his partner, but a partner can remain insatiable.
• There can be disappointments in love until moderation is practiced.

Saturn in Cancer

This planet usually refers to restriction, order, maturity, and time.

General Stuff

• Saturn in Cancer gives a deepening and concentrating, or a blockage in the expression of the feelings.
• You may seem to be rigid and unemotional, or emotionally unavailable. You can be apt to withdraw from too close emotional involvement.
• You may have had problems with parental care and guidance in your early years, so that your home and family life is quite important to you, but you may feel the need to escape it.
• You potentially have a fixation with one or both parents, and a tendency to live in the past, and you need to work through your issues in this area.
• Security is very important, and may take the form of striving for achievement or material rewards.
• You may display a tendency to introversion.
• Your lesson is to more fully and deeply understand and value your true origins, leading to a better sense of security and greater self-acceptance.
• The personal and intimate world of your feelings must be accepted and integrated, rather than remain locked away behind the barriers of fear and isolation.
• May feel fundamentally unloved and unsupported, but can miss opportunities to receive support because of the basic attitude that he isn't going to get love.
• People with Saturn in Cancer have a sound judgment about things related to houses, land and families.
• They are often religious and they tend to study sciences that require deeper thinking.
• They usually do not react sensitively.
• Cancer represents an unlimited stream of emotions, and it is in these people's nature to be caring. But Saturn in this position denies it all until these people find out what they really feel and what they want. In order to be truly aware of these feelings, they occasionally have to be forced to feel without support and cut off from their compassion and sentiment.

Saturn Cancer in Sixth House

• Saturn in the sixth house refers to employment and health while also giving an orderly and analytic mind and a deepening and concentrating, or blockage, with regard to your ability to discriminate and think critically.
• You are serious-minded and make an excellent worker, perhaps in a subordinate capacity.
• You do not shrink from hard work, and are capable of putting extra effort into completing a task you have set for yourself. They have an ability to concentrate on details; they are able to do such work for long periods of time.
• You are good at handling details, but you may have tendency to worry over inconsequentials or display an irritable disposition.
• You may tend to be overly concerned about details of your outer life as a way of compensating for a lack of organization inwardly, and an inner anxiety over physical or mental disintegration.
• You need to lighten up. You may experience difficulties in life due to being overly critical, and there is also danger of nervous disorder with this position of Saturn.
• Your lesson is to strive to bring your inner and outer life into harmony by conscious effort in your search for the Self and its movement toward wholeness and integration.
• It indicates reliable and hardworking people, even if their work is boring.
• They take their responsibilities very seriously and they often carry a heavy burden.
• They must avoid overworking and unnecessary worries.
• This position may mean slow progress in their career and a tendency to hypochondria.
• He is a worker, very steady in all he does.
• He likes precision, method.
• He is serious and seeks continuity at work.
• He can focus on a job in the medical field where he will likely be successful, as he possesses all the necessary qualities.

30 Trine between Saturn - Uranus

• He knows how to be on top of the situation.
• He perseveres, is determined but ingenious and original.
• He is very practical.
• He proceeds slowly, but is always bound to achieve his objectives in the end.

15 Trine between Saturn - Midheaven

• He is ambitious, but in a deliberate, calculated, well-balanced way.
• He is persevering, mostly serious, and orderly.
• He climbs the ladder slowly but surely; if need be, he is willing to change his ideas.
• He is wise and experienced.

Uranus in Pisces

This planet is concerned with originality, freedom, and revolution.

Note: This is a slow transpersonal planet and may remain in a single sign for up to many years. The description is therefore valid for the entire generation of people and is very general.

5 Trine between Uranus - Midheaven

• You must have a job that allows him many freedoms, something non-routine.
• You like change, possess a lot of energy and knows how to influence others in spite of his originality.

Uranus in the 2nd House

• Uranus in the second house is a sign of instability in material matters.
• It can repeatedly cause unpredictable changes that bring about upheaval and changes in financial situation.
• The desire for independence can force these people to start their own business.
• Uranus in the Second house (or sign) gives an individual who is likely to be concerned with changing his or her physical environment.
• You have a unique value system, and you may "march to the tune of a different drummer" or choose to experiment with different lifestyles.
• You have a tremendous drive for independence, and you don't like to work for other people, so that you may be motivated to start your own business.
• You also may be involved with New Age business ventures, or those involving modern communications, such as Internet resources.
• You have a unique way of looking at the world, and of finding your own way to its abundance.
• You may have possessions that you value at one point in your life, but this can change rather suddenly, and you may have to start over.
• Your income can also fluctuate.
• You can appear selfish at times to other people, or you may be something of a crusader.
• You benefit from getting in touch with what you truly value, as opposed to what conventionality dictates.
• Then your efforts will allow new resources to evolve in your life and your consciousness, and lead to the greater good of society.

General Stuff

• Uranus in Pisces can manifest itself in two possible ways. These people can be visionaries or idealists.
• They may have the tendencies to become drug users who try to run away from the hard realities of life or who want to speed up the process of development. But this is, of course, a path to self-destruction.
• They like to hide in their fantasy world.
• They are often good researchers who like to uncover things, and if Uranus is well aspected, they also have a great intuition.
• Uranus in Pisces gives an understanding and helpful personality.
• With this placement you may feel some confinement or restriction in your freedom to be who you want to be.
• Your intuition is strong.
• You are inclined to nervousness, and perhaps may suffer from over sensitivity.
• Inner goals are more important for you than conventional ones.
• You are restless and not entirely at home in the physical plane, and may seek relief in drugs or other forms of escapism.
• You are likely also to be psychically in tune with others, and you may have an interest in mysticism or the occult.
• You are dedicated to the service of humanity at large, and these ideals will strongly affect the expression of your individuality.
• You may have a need to confront the past in order to outgrow its effects on your own life, manifested in terms of subconscious or habitual patterns.
• He is receptive, subtle but can reveal himself when asked to become involved.

Neptune in Aquarius

Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty.

Note: This is a slow transpersonal planet and may remain in a single sign for up to many years. The description is therefore valid for the entire generation of people and is very general.

-4 Square between Neptune - Lilith

• Love can dominate his life.
• He could lose his head over someone to whom there's an intense attraction, which can become troublesome if he loses all idea of reality.
• If he is not loved in return, so what - he will love for the two of them.
• With time, if the bond loses its spark, he can have difficulty disentangling himself and he can suffer enormously.
• It's best to look to a trusted outside source for guidance in vulnerable times.

-9 Square between Neptune - Midheaven

• He may lack assurance, self-confidence.
• He does not always choose the right path due to struggles with believing in hunches.

Neptune in the First House

• Neptune in the first house has an indirect influence on the personality, giving an attractive personality with a strong psychic sensitivity and an inclination to mysticism and the arts.
• This position suggests people who are affected by influences that are unobservable by others.
• They are easily influenced intuitive people who usually rely on their spiritual qualities and abilities.
• They often become victims of self-deception, illusions or confusion.
• Specific goals may be missing in their lives so they tend to miss their opportunities or waste time.
• They sometimes do not know who they are and they seek support and life guidance from others.
• They often have great mental abilities but they are not fully aware of their extent.
• You are intuitive and sensitive as well as gentle and yielding.
• Not a fighter and can be indecisive.
• Usually projects an image of softness.
• May have some identity problems until he decides on a more spiritual or artistic path.
• You can be vague or discontented with life in the material plane.
• You relate to others around you with a compassion and empathy that is quite appealing, and may be even too sensitive to their needs, or overly inclined to sacrifice yourself for their benefit.
• You are able to influence images in the minds of others and can therefore seem to be different things to different people, so that your own understanding of who you really are can come into question, especially if you seek to define yourself by these images.
• You could therefore experience confusion regarding the true motivating factors in your life.
• You benefit from starting to pay attention to your inner voice, and learning to follow its guidance, rather than depending on the changing reflections of those around you.

General Stuff

• Neptune in Aquarius gives a visionary personality with altruistic principles.
• These people may, for example be promoters of revolutionary ideas based on unrealistic goals e.g. utopian socialism, or they may be people who want to bring novel direction into established religions and they have the same approaches toward new spiritual movements.
• You are popular, and may have a wide circle of friends. On the other hand, you may have problems to be worked through with deception in friendships, or confusion regarding a friend's true motives, or issues of using social interaction to escape your responsibilities.
• You have a highly developed social sense, and a strong affinity for groups expressing spiritual ideals.
• You may need to clarify your goals. You have a tremendous and positive vision of your own possibilities and those for society at large, but if Neptune is not well aspected in your chart, you may have difficulties to work through regarding the practical fulfillment of your visions and plans.
• At your best, you are compassionate toward others, making significant contribution toward the creation of a more loving world, based on humanitarian ideals of universal brotherhood.
• Generous, especially enjoying resolving problems in order to satisfy everyone.
• Neptune in Aquarius suggests relatively complicated person.

Pluto in Sagittarius

Pluto is the planet of death and rebirth, concerning itself with transformation, regeneration, power.

Note: This is a slow transpersonal planet and may remain in a single sign for up to many years. The description is therefore valid for the entire generation of people and is very general.

Pluto in the 11th House

• Pluto in the Eleventh house gives you a personality with an intense focus on friendships and group associations.
• You can perhaps behave compulsively with regard to group membership, or you may feel an unconscious drive toward an objective or goal that you do not fully understand.
• You have a dynamic and powerful expectation orientation that is constantly pulling you onward, so that you are never satisfied with what you have in front of you, but rather seek the bliss of an improved future for yourself and for the social groups with which you are connected.
• You like to be liked, and may go through many changes around the development of your own sense of yourself in relation to your friends and associates.
• You may radically change your group affiliation from time to time in an effort to resolve the unconscious motivations that tie you to its membership.
• You are also likely to be involved at some point in your life with a movement whose goal is the eventual improvement of society.
• Your task is to attempt to make conscious choices in these areas, and to become aware of your true objectives, based on your own values and goals, independent from the approval of others.
• Pluto in the eleventh house suggests that these people like to transform and restore things.
• They will be able to find self-expression in collective or team work.
• These people have the ability to become dynamic and successful leaders.
• They will have powerful and influential friends.
• They must be careful to respect the rights of others and to use their power in a creative way in cooperation with other people.

General Stuff

• Pluto in Sagittarius gives you a thoughtful personality, with a focus on deeper understanding.
• With this placement you may work to constantly discover and rediscover the meaning of your existence.
• You may be concerned as your life unfolds with religious or ethically based belief systems, and you may attempt to coerce others into accepting your own viewpoint or become a zealous spokesperson for your particular philosophy or cause.
• As you arrive at conclusions regarding your own personal code of ethics you may feel called upon to express these beliefs to others, but you benefit from avoiding dogmatic discourses that are unlikely to sway anyone else's opinion.
• Your ultimate mission is to find inside yourself the motivation for your method of seeing the world around you; to penetrate into your own hidden agendas and find a more holistic worldview based on direct experience.
• Your personal understanding will undoubtedly undergo radical transformations in the course of your life; ideally these will progress toward developing your own unique ideology based on a more conscious understanding of your own process rather than on socially accepted belief systems received from others.
• People with Pluto in Sagittarius are understanding and philosophical.
• Personal transformation can occur especially through philosophical searching.

North Node in Taurus

The North Node points to the qualities that we need to work on and develop to achieve inner balance and fulfillment, shows life lessons and what you're striving for in this lifetime.

General Stuff

• He is brilliantly perceptive and easily gets close to someone.
• However, the tendency in the first half of life is to define his worth or value through his relationships and to be too wrapped up in others' needs at the expense of his own.
• Lessons are learned the hard way.
• Confusing and intense life situations come at the cost of comfort and peace.
• His path is to discover and embrace his own values and to establish his self-worth through his own efforts.
• He should aim to enjoy life's quieter moments while blocking the subconscious need to create crises, as this is the way to improved relationships and greater satisfaction.
• Qualities to develop: patience, self-sufficiency, restraint, disengagement.
• North Node in Taurus brings the conflict between keeping everything on the one hand, and wanting to leave everything outdated and unnecessary behind on the other.
• These people need to learn to trust and they have to accept the need for proximity, confidentiality and physical contact.
• They need to recognize their own value, feel their own importance, and like themselves for who they are.
• They should develop everything that promises security: material security, inner security and self-confidence.
• They should beware of abusing their powerful sexuality.
• This placement gives a personality somewhat focused around the issues of money and material possessions.
• You are in the process of clarifying your values, based on a new feeling of independence, having come through the fires of hell, as it were, in order to establish a more stable and lasting sense of self-worth.

North Node in the Fourth House

• North Node in the fourth house brings the conflict between family and profession, home and public, proximity and distance, inner experience and external obligations.
• These people need to find happiness in their family and in their spiritual life.
• They need to be interested in their family, roots, nation and homeland.
• They also need to turn to their own feelings and emotional needs, to their inner world and mental images.
• Watch out for exaggerated ambition and external recognition instead of developing inner peace.
• His path is to allow himself to be vulnerable, and from time to time, release the need to feel in control and on top of things.
• Once he does let others in, his life improves.
• Fixing his home life can enhance his career.
• Qualities to develop: nurturing and trust, tenderness, willingness to be vulnerable or to accept support.
• This placement gives a strong desire for emotional security.
• You may feel you are a special person, a person of great achievements, and you may even feel isolated in your singularity, for in the past or in previous lifetimes you spent a great deal of your energy on getting to the top. But as the refrain goes, "It's lonely at the top" and your focus now will be on getting a better sense of who you really are, at the level of your emotional roots.
• You will find as you advance in your life, that your home life is extremely important to you.
• Exploring the depths of your being through meditation or some sort of transpersonal process work will also be extremely beneficial.
• Although you may feel tempted to go out and achieve in the world of career and public life, for which you have a natural affinity, it is in the area of establishing a secure base of operations, and of nurturing your immediate community of friends and family that you find your greatest fulfillment, this time around.

Aspects

This is like a miscellaneous section of sorts, mostly listing out various aspects and what they mean for me. Honestly at this point I stopped trying to turn everything into bullet points here oh my god im so fucking tired im glad im done with this page holy shit

Moon in strong opposition with Jupiter

• This aspect gives an optimistic and kindly personality. You are tolerant of others, and enjoy good company as well as good food. You are likely to be fortunate in finances, and attract material rewards without seeming to try for them. You are usually able to spend money as fast as you get it, so you don't usually pile up riches. You should beware of a tendency to over-indulge.

Venus in strong opposition with Chiron

• This combination gives a personality that experiences difficulties with relationships. You are likely to have had painful experiences surrounding marriage and intimate partnerships, but there are also great rewards to be gained in this area. You are drawn to relationship at the same time that you fear it, so that you may also have a strong focus on forming close emotional attachments. You may have had early childhood experiences that made it hard to accept the love of others in your adult life. With these distractions, you also may strongly desire to help other people, and yet be unable to give them the full benefit of your higher self. It is good to make the effort to connect yourself consciously with any painful events that may be buried in your unconscious, so that these will no longer have so much power over you. Once you have begun to integrate these painful feelings consciously, and shed the baggage of earlier frustrations, you can be a more fully participating partner to others, and be more of help to them as well.

Mars in strong trine with Midheaven

• You are likely to have an excellent ability to get things done, and also great drive to succeed at what you do. This aspect gives an assertive personality who desires success in public life. Career issues are very important for you, and you take pride in your many accomplishments. You are active in the pursuit of your goals with tremendous energy that needs that outlet.

Sun in inconjunct with Moon

• This aspect gives a willful and strong-minded individual. There may be two sides to your approach to life, which do not always blend harmoniously: your will and your instinctual self. There is an emotional side to your nature that does not easily integrate with your sense of purpose or will power. You have a high energy level and good intelligence, and are very aware and alert, but you may feel a conflict between your public and private lives or the work you set out to accomplish versus more personal goals. You may have experienced your parents as inharmoniously related to each other and therefore may have a tendency toward argument and conflict in your own interpersonal relationships. There is a creative tension in your relationships, and also internally within your own personality, that may lead you to accomplish much in life, through the path of struggle rather than the path of ease and comfort.

Sun in sesquiquadrate with Mars

• This aspect gives a rash personality with a quick temper. You are daring and have great physical vitality and stamina, but you may lack patience and tend to be argumentative. You are likely to be restless with a forceful drive that can lead you to accomplish great things, if properly harnessed. You are also likely to be excitable, and tend to run risks. You can be opinionated. You could also be hard to talk with at times, since you have a tendency to take your own position at the expense of another's. You mean well, but it may not turn out that way in the event. You need to temper your strong physical drive with calmness and judgment.

Sun in semi-sextile with Jupiter

• This aspect gives an optimistic and high spirited individual. You are likely to be fortunate in your material surroundings. You are convivial and lively, and generous with your money and your affections. There may be a tendency to overdo things, or to expand the waistline. You are attracted to higher learning and the fine arts, and are courageous and loyal, but you can be extravagant and suffer from errors in judgment. You should also beware of too much egotism.

Sun in biquintile with Pluto

• This aspect gives a personality with a focus on being recognized and admired. You have strong desires, and are single-minded about pursuing them. You have an urge toward self-transformation, and may go through many changes in your life. You tend to champion the underdog, and react strongly to social injustice. When you train your considerable energy on socially oriented as well as personal goals, you can become a focal point for the transformation of society itself.

Sun in opposition with Ascendant

• This aspect between the Sun and Ascendant gives a strong-willed and generous personality. You are dramatic and assertive, also creative, self-confident and more than a bit self-indulgent. Like Leo rising people you expect to be the center of attention, and often are. You also have great energy, courage and honesty and are very proud. Your challenge is to become more aware of yourself; to refrain from arrogance and egotism, and rather to develop humility and compassion, and to learn detachment in the gift of your affections.

Moon in sesquiquadrate with Saturn

• This aspect gives a deepening and concentrating, or a blockage in the expression of your feelings. You may seem to be rigid, rather letting your emotions flow freely, stemming from problems with parental care and guidance in your early years. You can be extremely sensitive and may experience some difficulties in your relationship to the feminine. The lesson for you here is to understand and value your origins more fully, leading to a better sense of security and greater self-acceptance.

Moon in sextile with Pluto

• This aspect gives a moody and introspective personality with a strong desire for emotional security. You are likely to be very sensitive and emotionally intense, with a tendency to become completely absorbed in interpersonal relationships. You are also an extremely forceful individual, with the urge to transform yourself and your surroundings. When you have a goal in mind, nothing will stand in your way. Your need for security may manifest as an almost compulsive desire for a safe and secure home life, or a home environment which can be completely controlled, possibly even through dictatorial behavior. You have an unusually clear insight into the emotional depths of other people, which may border on an actual psychic attunement with their states of being. You also have the urge to break through the limitations of the parental influence you experienced as a child. You may have experienced controlling behavior on the part of one or both parents, especially your mother, and you may find yourself still involved in the battle for your own autonomy many years later. These struggles can be worked through in your life, beginning with a deeper understanding of what it is you truly need on an emotional level. Your challenge is to transform your sense of insecurity, by coming to terms with your survival issues based on a better insight into your own hidden motivations.

Mercury in semi-sextile with Saturn

• This aspect gives a serious and shrewd mentality, deepening and concentrating the mind and the powers of communication. You are adept in business, and are adaptable to a variety of professions. There can be subconscious fears of inadequacy in mental pursuits, and a sense of isolation and loneliness. Your lesson is to learn faith and to cultivate a positive attitude toward the frequently untapped power of the mental process.

Mercury in square with Midheaven

• This aspect gives a mentally active personality, who is very involved in mental pursuits. You are a good communicator, and a gifted thinker and organizer, who can use these abilities in your professional life to great advantage. You also like variety, and may be changeable and somewhat unstable in the pursuit of your goals. You may also have great ego-investment in your mental abilities, and benefit from an attempt to cultivate humility in your dealings with others.

Venus in inconjunct with Neptune

• This aspect gives a charming, generous and idealistic personality. You are likely to have an intense love of beauty and the arts, especially music and painting, and an interest in spiritual matters. You are imaginative and visionary, also compassionate and kind, and are extremely sensitive to the suffering of other people. You can give a great deal without expecting anything in return; you may even feel a sense of obligation to give to other people. You dream of finding the perfect relationship partner, but you may encounter difficulties in making that dream a reality. You can also become enmeshed in emotional confusion, which may lead to your depending too much on the strength of another person. You benefit from developing a more discriminating attitude toward relationships generally and more confidence in the value of your own process.

Mars in trine with Saturn

• You tend to be reserved and to desire to better yourself. This aspect gives a deepening and concentration in the area of self-confidence and self-expression. The purposeful articulation of your will may be inhibited by subconscious fears, but this can be overcome. You have unusually good reasoning power, and your will is controlled and well organized. Your lesson is in striving to overcome your fears of self-expression, and thus come to a better understanding of yourself and others.

Jupiter in semi-square with Saturn

• This aspect gives a serious and conscientious personality but one that may be somewhat impractical. You are motivated to achieve success, but you are likely to run into some self-imposed barriers on the road to achieving it. There is a gap between your ambition and what you actually accomplish. You may have too limited and narrow a view of your potential, so that you aim too low, and garner less than you are capable of. You can benefit from cultivating a more giving and generous attitude, greater contentment with your present resources, and trying for a better balance between dreams and reality.

Jupiter in trine with Pluto

• This combination gives a positive and determined personality, with an ability to develop your powers to the fullest. You are inclined to transform yourself in the course of a lifetime. You have good judgment, and a constant sense of what is important to you. Your focus is excellent, and you make a good leader because of it. You work well in the area of interpersonal relationships, although you should beware of a tendency to dominate others. You may be interested in the occult, or possess the powers of a healer or mystic. Your best use of your powers of focus and self-transformation are in the area of working with other people, for you have much to share with your fellow-man.

Jupiter in biquintile with Chiron

• With this placement you have a strong connection with spirituality and a great tendency to go your own way rather than subserve yourself to the spiritual ideals of human consciousness. You also may have been wounded in your spirituality in some way; perhaps in your early life you were forced into relationship with some sort of spiritual community to which you did not feel a deep bond. These two planetary energies, Jupiter and Chiron, both have a strong spiritual component, but operate in different ways. With Jupiter's optimism in support of Chiron's tendency for pain and suffering as a way toward the light, you are always able to rise above distressing circumstances, buoyed up by a strong streak of faith in the ultimate beneficence of Spirit. In fact, positive outlooks can become something of an obsession with you, so that friends and associates get tired of your unflagging optimism even though you are such a helpful companion. You have an abiding interest in matters of the religion and philosophy, although this is likely to represent your own style of spiritual involvement rather than any standard form of spiritual institutions.

Jupiter in inconjunct with Ascendant

• This aspect gives an optimistic and high spirited individual. You are likely to be fortunate in your material surroundings. You are convivial and lively, and generous with your money and your affections. You can sometimes be extravagant or suffer from errors in judgment. You may have a tendency to overdo things, or for being overly optimistic, but in general you have good executive abilities. You have generally simple tastes, but your enthusiasm for life may give your waistline a tendency to expand. You are attracted to higher learning and the fine arts, and you are a courageous and loyal friend.

Saturn in trine with Uranus

• This aspect gives a practical yet future-oriented personality. You are definitely not a conformer. You have a strong imagination and good conceptual level. When you function at your best you have the capability to bring a concrete and real-world practicality to the intangible and visionary Uranian energy. Your dynamic is to move from knee-jerk reactions either for or against established authority toward establishing your own personal authority, in your own way, in order to make your brilliant visionary impulses available to society at large.

Saturn in biquintile with Neptune

• This combination gives a clear thinking and discriminating personality. Saturn brings an extremely practical dimension to the visionary idealism of Neptune. You are responsible, compassionate and take social issues very seriously. There may be confusion in your life regarding restrictions imposed upon you, in which you feel both attracted to the security imposed by such limits, and simultaneously repelled or stifled by these restrictions. You are likely to work with the energies of stability and of idealism in an effort to balance between either extreme of behavior.

Saturn in trine with Midheaven

• This aspect gives an ambitious and clear-minded individual, with a strong sense of responsibility. You are persistent and thorough, and may be careful or calculating in your dealings with others. You have a deep urge for mastery and achievement, and are likely to find a position of authority and responsibility in your professional life. You are likely to succeed in the affairs of the world through your determination and your drive to achieve.

Uranus in semi-square with Ascendant

• This aspect gives an eccentric and strong-willed individual. You love freedom from conventionality. You are inclined to be reckless, and periodically start over in your life, completely eliminating previous foundations. You are somewhat inclined to be nervousness and impatient, and tend to shy away from commitment and responsibility. You are an original and independent thinker with an active, scientific mind, futuristic in outlook, and you are capable of bringing new ideas into being. You can benefit from trying to control your energetic and visionary impulses in order to make these more concretely available in your own life, and in the life of society around you.

Neptune in square with Midheaven

• This combination gives a charming personality with an idealistic and deceptive nature. You may have a musical career or achieve much in the helping professions, although you will have to work at it. You are susceptible to suggestion, and you tend to give more than you receive in your employment. You may have a tendency to avoid responsibility. There may have been difficulties or confusion in your early years, especially with regard to the parental care you received at the time, and this issue can spill over into your adult life, when you may confuse others around you by your own lack of clarity. In vocation, you must learn to spell out your goals. You will not be content with most ordinary jobs, until you seek out some part of it that represents a real calling for you. At your best you express the societal ideals of brother- and sisterhood and find a spiritual joy in your work.

Pluto in semi-sextile with Ascendant

• This aspect gives a personality with a focus on being recognized and admired. You have strong desires, and are single-minded about pursuing them. You have an urge toward self-transformation, and may go through many changes in your life. You may have underlying feelings of insecurity leading to rather self-centered and ego-oriented behavior. This behavior can change, however, through concerted effort. You tend to champion the underdog, and react strongly to social injustice. When you train your considerable energy on socially oriented rather than purely personal goals, you can become a focal point for the transformation of society.

Sun in weak conjunction with Mercury

• This conjunction gives a person who values mental pursuits highly. Your logical and communicative abilities are excellent. You are quick-witted and glib, and can also be nervous and high-strung, or perhaps stubborn and difficult to shake from your opinions. You are an independent thinker with your own way of looking at things, and may be inspired and even visionary in your outlook. Although you value your mind, when the Sun and Mercury are quite close to each other, within a degree or so, you may be more inclined to take a broad view of life's activities and not consider things from a strictly mental orientation.

Sun in weak conjunction with Venus

• This conjunction gives a warm-hearted and affectionate personality. You are cheerful, charming and likable. You are also very beautiful, particularly at the soul-level. You are sensitive, with an inclination for artistic pursuits and refined surroundings. You may be somewhat unworldly in your attitude. You also may possess considerable talent for the arts, especially music and dance. Relationships are important to you.

Sun in weak opposition with Chiron

• With this aspect between Sun and Chiron you are likely to experience painful realizations throughout your own life and also have the ability to heal others as well. Chiron is called "the wounded healer" because it represents the archetype of imperfection and loss which when integrated leads to compassion and understanding of others' suffering. The empathy and the understanding that are gained through life's trials provide the ability to serve as a helper and a healer for others. You are more invested in this archetype than most, since it is in a powerful connection with your Sun, representing your conscious self. You have undoubtedly experienced pain and frustration related to your self-concept, perhaps through your relationship with your father or the same-sex parent. There could have been trauma in your early years concerning your parenting or the parental protection that may have been withdrawn too suddenly or misapplied. You may have suffered actual abuse in childhood or perhaps in later years such as in the period of adolescence, when you needed to make the transition to your own adulthood and may have been prevented from fully emerging into a more responsible and complete state due to external circumstances or your own lack or self-confidence. Since you have come through the fires of difficulty you are likely to be someone with career possibilities in the helping professions. It is often easier to face others' troubles than one's own, and you may even be more ready and available to help others than to help yourself. It is good to integrate your past experiences, no matter how painful they may have been, and no matter how painful these feelings continue to be for you in adult life. Then you will be in a position to truly sympathize with others' suffering and help them to work out their traumas as well.

Moon in weak conjunction with Uranus

• This conjunction gives eccentric personality with volatile emotions, and a strong sense of intuition. You are likely to have changeable emotions, and may appear unpredictable at times to others around you. Novelty excites you; you may change your residence frequently, or be tempted into starting a new career. You also may feel insecure at times, possibly stemming from a disrupted home life in your early years, or from parents who were quite busy with their own affairs. Your early home life may also have been very stimulating and challenging. You may be interested in studying occult realms of thought. You are likely to go through fundamental transformations of identity in your life, and you are stifled if these impulses are not allowed expression. You are so individualistic you may have difficulties in settling down with a steady partner. You can benefit from learning to balance your needs for security with your urge for freedom and experimentation.

Moon in weak conjunction with Neptune

• This conjunction gives an emotionally sensitive, idealistic and loving personality. You possess an ethereal quality, and are likely to be imaginative or even to withdraw from the world into internal fantasies of your own. You may have powerful psychic abilities. You are the softhearted type, and you are perhaps even too willing to sacrifice yourself for the good of others. You were probably strongly influenced by your home life, and may tend to idealize these formative experiences. You could have issues with self-deception or experience discontent with the practical realities of life for the urge within you to seek the highest ideal is very strong. Your home is important to you, and you may change residences frequently in search of your ideal environment, or dream of the ideal romantic attachment without ever finding the perfect mate. You benefit from striving for greater self-control in holding back your emotions, as well as clarity in applying your high ideals to the real world of logic and fact.

Mercury in weak opposition with Neptune

• This aspect gives a clever and imaginative personality with subtle charm. You are visionary and poetic, and quite possibly possess great personal magnetism. You are likely to be an inspired thinker, and may excel in literary accomplishments, especially poetry or fantasy, or perhaps in the visual arts. With a strong connection between your conscious and unconscious mind, you think in terms of symbols rather than logical connections. You are fond of education, but you may miss out on serious study because of your dreaminess and lack of focus. Your imagination is strong, almost to the point of deception; you may tend to confuse illusions with reality, or over-glamorize the object of your ideals. You can profit from learning greater discrimination in your thought process, which will allow you to reap the full benefit and inspiration of your marvelous gift.

Venus in weak trine with Mars

• This aspect gives a warmly affectionate and lively personality. You are self-assured and passionate, and greatly enjoy family life. You probably exhibit a fondness for children. You are also interested in the arts, especially singing and dancing, as well as other musical forms. You possess an innate kindness and demonstrate a love for humanity that makes you well liked and carries you far in life.

Venus in weak opposition with Ascendant

• This aspect gives a warm-hearted, affectionate and perhaps manipulative personality. You are cheerful, charming and likable. You are sensitive, with an inclination for artistic pursuits and refined surroundings, and you may possess considerable talent for the arts, especially music and dance. Relationships are important to you. You are inclined to reach out to other people, and may work even harder to charm them when they do not respond as you wish. You are firmly in contact with what you want and you are likely to be quite successful at getting it. With your poise and charm, this is usually not difficult for you.

Venus in weak trine with Midheaven

• This aspect gives a caring and aesthetically motivated personality. You are friendly and social, and consistently strive for harmony in your dealings with other people. With the beauty and grace of Venus affecting your public life, you are ideally suited for a career in diplomacy or the arts, or some other elegant and graceful profession, such as interior decorating. You work well with others, and do better to establish yourself in a business partnership rather than being employed on your own.

Mars in weak conjunction with Uranus

• This conjunction gives an individual with an original and eccentric mind, whose intuition is strong. You are a strong-willed nonconformist, and totally have your own code of ethics. You are energetic and visionary in your outlook. You may be rebellious at times, or display fits of temper. You can be quite rash and impulsive. You are also restless and may lack steadiness in the pursuit of your goals. You may feel a sense of isolation, and can appear emotionally insensitive at times, seemingly more excited by ideas than by other people. Your basis for action derives from a sense of high ideals, rather than from mere egotism. You also could beware, however, of a tendency to be dogmatic, or proud and unbending. Change and variety excite you, and your mutability and urge for constant change can frustrate or confuse those around you. In essence, you are a courageous and pioneering free spirit, whose mission in life is to bring new ideas into being. You can benefit from bringing more consciousness and clarity to the expression of your goals in life.

Uranus in weak trine with Midheaven

• You are in a subtle way a non-conformist and uniquely gifted individual. This combination gives a brilliant and ambitious person who may be rebellious of authority but who manages to work well within its structure also. You may change jobs frequently, as a result of unconventional attitudes or sudden bursts of new insights. You have a strong imagination and perhaps it is difficult to argue you out of your opinion, which can be unique at times. Your challenge is to move toward establishing your own personal authority, in your own way, and to help make that vision available to society at large.

Chiron in weak conjunction with Ascendant

• With this aspect between Chiron and the Ascendant in your chart you are likely to experience painful realizations throughout your own life and have the ability to heal others as well. Chiron is called "the wounded healer" because it represents the archetype of imperfection and loss which when integrated leads to compassion and understanding of others' suffering. The empathy and the understanding that are gained through life's trials provide the ability to serve as a helper and a healer for others. You are more invested in this archetype than most, since Chiron is in a powerful connection with your rising point, symbolizing the self that you present to the world, esoterically your true self. You have probably experienced pain and frustration related to your self-concept, or there could have been trauma in your early years concerning parental protection which may have been withdrawn too suddenly or misapplied, or perhaps similar issues with your peers. These early experiences may have made it hard to accept the love of others in your adult life. It is good to make the effort to connect yourself consciously with any painful events that may be buried in your unconscious, so that these will no longer have so much power over you. Since you have a great deal compassion and empathy for others you are likely to be someone with career possibilities in the helping professions. You may strongly desire to help other people, and yet be unable to give them the full benefit of your higher self. It is good to integrate your past experiences, no matter how painful they may have been, and no matter how painful these feelings continue to be for you in adult life. When you have made a solid transition from existing in a divided state to a more balanced and integrated whole, you can be of much more actual service to other people, since you are more available to yourself.