hello there. my name is jordan, and welcome to my little corner of the internet..i'm not very good at talking about myself all that much. oops. i just stay inside all day and play on my computer or talk to friends while playing on computer. hahahahaha. i may lead a sad boring life but i am quite happy with it! i'm nineteen years old, born on july 15 2003. filipino-american born and raised in california. autistic unlabeled transgender fudan4fujo guything (ae/aer or they/him). have fun with all those buzzwords! if you don't understand anything i just said then the TLDR is that im just a guy.
currently in college for an associates degree in general business administration, but that's just because i'm not sure what to do with my life and a degree like that seemed like a safe bet while i sort things out hahaha. i dont know what i want to do in life and i can't drive, those things definitely doesn't eat away at me! i don't really know what else to put here.. my life revolves around consuming media and playing video games, so..yeah. oh, but i do like to draw! i draw as a hobby though, nothing super serious. if i figure out anything else i wanna put here then maybe this will change. maybe i'll remove the about section altogether! who knows! i'm also otherkin, but if i list my kintypes my brain might explode so maybe i'll tell you about that stuff later. i have a pretty unstable sense of self due to mental illness and stuff so if i seem all over the place i sincerely apologize, it isn't my intention to confuse or frustrate!
i am a pretty easy person to get along with, albeit a bit quiet at first. i don't usually initiate conversations first because i'm just..bad at talking to people i think. i do my best when sitting in comfortable silence or playing video games with friends. i am not socially inept i am so normal and well adjusted. my way of typing and speaking can also be considered eccentric or funny so i apologize if i seem very unserious (or too serious!) at times.
I've a number of interests, and almost all of them revolve around consuming media, like I mentioned earlier. I literally have no other hobbies or interests outside of whatever I'm currently focused on playing or doing. I also have no passion to pursue anything like working and getting a job! I hate working! I never wanna get a job! I wanna live with my parents till I die!! I also don't have a drivers license. I feel like I'm not meant to drive. If you put me behind a wheel I think someone will die. But yeah I like video games and drawing and sometimes the occasional anime or show. I didn't watch many movies or shows growing up, so if you ask me if I saw the classic Marvel movie featuring Glup Shitto and The Hat Man or Full House I will most likely say no. All I really do is hangout on discord and play video games. And just so we're clear, I don't use discord in the eboy kitten moderator sort of way, but in a close, tight knit friend group sort of way. I'll have you know the last time I moderated a discord server was back in like, 2019. Never doing that shit again.
Speaking of friends and friend groups, I love my friends a lot! If you are my friend and also reading this, I love you so fucking much. I sent you a burger in the mail today. Please respond. Heart emoji.
I don't remember what else I wanna talk about. The main things I'm into as of writing this is Genshin Impact, Ensemble Stars, Valorant, and a handful of RPGMakers and a few Visual Novels + Otome. I also have a special interest in Yanderes. I am so fucking sorry. My interests are quite..yeah. Sorry not sorry. I'm a simple guy. I like what I like and if I don't like I don't play. Other games I like are VRChat and Tower Unite. I love social multiplayers and people-watching. On occasion I make VRChat models, but not in the cool from scratch way. I get clothes from games and then smash my favorite blorbos head onto it and voila. I'm nowhere near as talented as other model creators lol. In my free time away from my computer I like to listen to music and nap. Sometimes I get on my (electronic) bike and go to the park. I find a sunny but slightly shaded part of the park to lay down and take a nap. "But Jordan, isn't that dangerous?!" Yes. And I don't care. I also like to go on the swings if there's no small children around to use them.
Should I start listing off things I like now? Ummm. I love characters associated with the color red. Red is my favorite color despite what my site theme may imply (though yellow/gold is a close second). My favorite chips are Sabritones. They're wheat puffed chips with chili and lime and stuff. They are so good and I urge you to try them if you haven't already! My favorite animal are red foxes, though I am fond of all fox species in general. Whenever I play Minecraft, the first thing I do is find a biome where foxes spawn so I can amass an army of foxes. Spring transitioning to Summer is my favorite time of year. I love warm weather (see: californian) especially when there's a slight breeze. According to last.fm my favorite music genres are Indie, Indie Pop, Indie Rock, Electronic, and Pop. Makes sense to me! I also like streetwear and dark academia fashion, however I rarely buy clothes so I can't really dress how I want to right now. I'm a fan of neutral colored clothing as well, you'll rarely see me wear something very colorful. It looks good on everyone else, it's just not my thing ^^. I love citrusy flavors, one time when I went to a bar with my parents I took the limes from their drink and ate them whole. Very normal behavior.
Now for dislikes. Hmm. I absolutely despise cold weather, and love dressing warmly at any possible moment. I hate bugs and insects as well. As I'm typing this it feels like theres tiny bugs crawling in my skin which is sort of driving me absolutely nuts. I'm fine though. I'm so normal and well adjusted. I also hate repeating myself over and over and over. I also think people that are overly edgy and petty and brooding are annoying as fuck!!!! I do not care if you are jaded and nihilistic do NOT bring that shit around me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no offense. but get help or help yourself. heart emoji.
With likes and dislikes out of the way, here are some fun facts about me. I can't swim. My mom enrolled me in a beginner swim class when I was like, sixteen. I was the only teenager there, the rest being kids. I got so overwhelmed by embarassment that I only attended two out of the seven classes before dropping the course. i am also very fascinated with fire! i don't like edgy arsonist jokes but i do like staring at fire and flames in general..maybe its because im gonna go to hell when i die lol (JOKE)(I AM NOT RELIGIOUS). i own four body pillow/dakimakura cases. currently i only have two out which are xiao and ganyu from genshin impact. sorry if that makes me seem like a degenerate but i have them purely for funsies, i think theyre funny to have so yeah. I'm pretty honest and an open book to be honest, if you ask me something I'll definitely answer you in a straightforward way. I value harmony above everything so yeah. However don't mistake this as me being a doormat if i fucking hate you or you piss me off i will fucking kill you. NOT ACTUALLY. I'll either tell you straight up or just ignore you and eventually ghost you lololololol.. But yeah I think I'm normal. So normal.