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JORDAN
19 ♋︎☀️ ♒︎🌙
EXFP 549 tritype
true/evil neutral

hello there. my name is jordan, and welcome to my little corner of the internet..i'm not very good at talking about myself all that much. oops. i just stay inside all day and play on my computer or talk to friends while playing on computer. hahahahaha. i may lead a sad boring life but i am quite happy with it! i'm nineteen years old, born on july 15 2003. filipino-american born and raised in california. autistic unlabeled transgender fudan4fujo guything (ae/aer or they/him). have fun with all those buzzwords! if you don't understand anything i just said then the TLDR is that im just a guy.

currently in college for an associates degree in general business administration, but that's just because i'm not sure what to do with my life and a degree like that seemed like a safe bet while i sort things out hahaha. i dont know what i want to do in life and i can't drive, those things definitely doesn't eat away at me! i don't really know what else to put here.. my life revolves around consuming media and playing video games, so..yeah. oh, but i do like to draw! i draw as a hobby though, nothing super serious. if i figure out anything else i wanna put here then maybe this will change. maybe i'll remove the about section altogether! who knows! i'm also otherkin, but if i list my kintypes my brain might explode so maybe i'll tell you about that stuff later. i have a pretty unstable sense of self due to mental illness and stuff so if i seem all over the place i sincerely apologize, it isn't my intention to confuse or frustrate!

i am a pretty easy person to get along with, albeit a bit quiet at first. i don't usually initiate conversations first because i'm just..bad at talking to people i think. i do my best when sitting in comfortable silence or playing video games with friends. i am not socially inept i am so normal and well adjusted. my way of typing and speaking can also be considered eccentric or funny so i apologize if i seem very unserious (or too serious!) at times.

I've a number of interests, and almost all of them revolve around consuming media, like I mentioned earlier. I literally have no other hobbies or interests outside of whatever I'm currently focused on playing or doing. I also have no passion to pursue anything like working and getting a job! I hate working! I never wanna get a job! I wanna live with my parents till I die!! I also don't have a drivers license. I feel like I'm not meant to drive. If you put me behind a wheel I think someone will die. But yeah I like video games and drawing and sometimes the occasional anime or show. I didn't watch many movies or shows growing up, so if you ask me if I saw the classic Marvel movie featuring Glup Shitto and The Hat Man or Full House I will most likely say no. All I really do is hangout on discord and play video games. And just so we're clear, I don't use discord in the eboy kitten moderator sort of way, but in a close, tight knit friend group sort of way. I'll have you know the last time I moderated a discord server was back in like, 2019. Never doing that shit again.

Speaking of friends and friend groups, I love my friends a lot! If you are my friend and also reading this, I love you so fucking much. I sent you a burger in the mail today. Please respond. Heart emoji.

I don't remember what else I wanna talk about. The main things I'm into as of writing this is Genshin Impact, Ensemble Stars, Valorant, and a handful of RPGMakers and a few Visual Novels + Otome. I also have a special interest in Yanderes. I am so fucking sorry. My interests are quite..yeah. Sorry not sorry. I'm a simple guy. I like what I like and if I don't like I don't play. Other games I like are VRChat and Tower Unite. I love social multiplayers and people-watching. On occasion I make VRChat models, but not in the cool from scratch way. I get clothes from games and then smash my favorite blorbos head onto it and voila. I'm nowhere near as talented as other model creators lol. In my free time away from my computer I like to listen to music and nap. Sometimes I get on my (electronic) bike and go to the park. I find a sunny but slightly shaded part of the park to lay down and take a nap. "But Jordan, isn't that dangerous?!" Yes. And I don't care. I also like to go on the swings if there's no small children around to use them.

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Should I start listing off things I like now? Ummm. I love characters associated with the color red. Red is my favorite color despite what my site theme may imply (though yellow/gold is a close second). My favorite chips are Sabritones. They're wheat puffed chips with chili and lime and stuff. They are so good and I urge you to try them if you haven't already! My favorite animal are red foxes, though I am fond of all fox species in general. Whenever I play Minecraft, the first thing I do is find a biome where foxes spawn so I can amass an army of foxes. Spring transitioning to Summer is my favorite time of year. I love warm weather (see: californian) especially when there's a slight breeze. According to last.fm my favorite music genres are Indie, Indie Pop, Indie Rock, Electronic, and Pop. Makes sense to me! I also like streetwear and dark academia fashion, however I rarely buy clothes so I can't really dress how I want to right now. I'm a fan of neutral colored clothing as well, you'll rarely see me wear something very colorful. It looks good on everyone else, it's just not my thing ^^. I love citrusy flavors, one time when I went to a bar with my parents I took the limes from their drink and ate them whole. Very normal behavior.

Now for dislikes. Hmm. I absolutely despise cold weather, and love dressing warmly at any possible moment. I hate bugs and insects as well. As I'm typing this it feels like theres tiny bugs crawling in my skin which is sort of driving me absolutely nuts. I'm fine though. I'm so normal and well adjusted. I also hate repeating myself over and over and over. I also think people that are overly edgy and petty and brooding are annoying as fuck!!!! I do not care if you are jaded and nihilistic do NOT bring that shit around me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no offense. but get help or help yourself. heart emoji.

With likes and dislikes out of the way, here are some fun facts about me. I can't swim. My mom enrolled me in a beginner swim class when I was like, sixteen. I was the only teenager there, the rest being kids. I got so overwhelmed by embarassment that I only attended two out of the seven classes before dropping the course. i am also very fascinated with fire! i don't like edgy arsonist jokes but i do like staring at fire and flames in general..maybe its because im gonna go to hell when i die lol (JOKE)(I AM NOT RELIGIOUS). i own four body pillow/dakimakura cases. currently i only have two out which are xiao and ganyu from genshin impact. sorry if that makes me seem like a degenerate but i have them purely for funsies, i think theyre funny to have so yeah. I'm pretty honest and an open book to be honest, if you ask me something I'll definitely answer you in a straightforward way. I value harmony above everything so yeah. However don't mistake this as me being a doormat if i fucking hate you or you piss me off i will fucking kill you. NOT ACTUALLY. I'll either tell you straight up or just ignore you and eventually ghost you lololololol.. But yeah I think I'm normal. So normal.

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my personality quiz results!

in case you wanted some more insight on me as a person. lol.

What Flavour Are You? I taste like Bread.I taste like Bread.

I am a staple in almost everyone's diet. Friends like me are a complement to any other friends I get on with almost everyone, remaining mostly in the background, but providing substance when it would otherwise be lacking. What Flavour Are You?
What Video Game Character Are You? I am an Asteroid.I am an Asteroid.

I am a drifter. I go where life leads, which makes me usually a very calm and content sort of person. That or thoroughly apathetic. Usually I keep on doing whatever I'm doing, and it takes something special to make me change my mind. What Video Game Character Are You?

I am a Togetic!
I'm a Pixie Frog!



the prodigy
now this is most like the child protagonist who witnesses complete incompetence and feels so trapped in it that they have to find their way to a better tomorrow (all by themselves). whether it's wit, intelligence, creativity, privilege, or skill, you use your assets to their utmost, usually under the guidance of someone who knows how to hold you back just enough. you've earned your triumphs, and your adventures help you find power and control where before there was none. and sure, the arrogance can be quirky, but like, in very small doses.
which type of protagonist are you?


Custard Cookie III
You're highly cheerful and want everyone to look at you and be put front center of everything. You know you're destined for grandness and you'll make sure everyone knows about it, though really you just want people to like you and listen to you. People might call you naive or childish, but really you're just very easy-going and love to have fun, if only they'd respect you more..... Don't let people bring you down, they're probably just jealous anyway, right? There's nothing wrong with a little confidence, at the end of the day the right people will come to know you and like you as you are.
What CR:Kingdom cookie are you?

The stoic team leader who doesn't trust the main character at first
You often feel like you need to take responsability for those around you and to protect them. You struggle to show your love through other means, so you take that task seriously. Your friends know they can always count on you no matter what. However that leads you to be mistrustful of others' actions before getting to know them, usually asuming the worst of them. On the exterior you might seem cold, calculating and distant. But those close to you know that's far from the truth, you just have a particular way of demostrating it. When it comes to love, you'll probably try to deny it at first, bury it before it grows more than it should. Mostly because you're so accustomed to being the strong one, that allowing yourself to be vulnerable for once scares you. But it's exhausting to constantly keep that guard up, sometimes you need to take a rest and allow yourself to be the one being taken care of. Don't forget that.
Which type of love interest would you be in a dating simulator?


pink
Pink is often a color associated with love, kindness, and compassion, and many times, idols associated with the color fit into those ideas. However, there may be outliers where the idols are a bit rougher around the edges, and while they may not seem the most kind at first, should you get to know them, they're generous souls who cherish those important to them greatly. Many idols associated with the color pink, while normally very friendly and cheerful, may be prone to doubting themselves at times, but their fellow idols often cherish them greatly.
what would your image color be as an idol?


Lumine
You aren't very bold at first glance. Some people don't think twice about you, but those who do know that you have a very strong personality You're witty and clever, and have a very bold sense of humor You have a strong sense of justice and will choose the path you think is right, regardless of who else is alongside you. However, you are very friendly and a great listener, making anyone who meets you feel at home, while also being very protective of those you love. You know when to be serious and when to joke around, although you much prefer to joke around. Overall, you are great at accomplishing what you put your mind to, and won't settle for any less. You know how to have fun and won't hesitate to do so when you get the chance. You have a gentle heart and fiery soul. (And in my opinion, the better traveler.)
The EXTREMELY EXTENSIVE Genshin Impact Kin Quiz - Which playable character are you?

"no one knows me like you do"
the mortifying ordeal of being known or, as you like to call it, your biggest goal in life. you crave being known, you want to be seen. it doesn't even matter if the one who knows you is your enemy, there's a satisfaction in being known at all. it's fine, we're all a little lonely. you just probably feel it more deeply that the rest of us.
which of the five homoerotic love languages are you?


dazai
you did it to yourself. you were so afraid of dropping your facade, you hid under it for so long, you have lost all sense of self. the blood on your hands have mixed in with others' blood. you don't know what you want anymore nor who you are. the meaningless life of a meaningless character. but there's always that desire deep inside of you. perhaps a need for someone who you can trust wholeheartedly so you can drop your facade and be loved as you are: broken, empty, but a human who is trying their best nonetheless.
bsd kin assignment

wisdom and knowledge
intelligent and trusted, there is rarely a soul who doesn't hear and value your voice. you act as a guiding light in an array of situations. calm and wise, you offer the deepest and sincerest insights regarding the world's problems.
if you were a deity, what would you be the god of?


006 - mahiru
soooo let me guess borderline personality disorder? you have one thing you focus on, and youve been focusing on it for a long, long time - to the point it has became your entire personality, and its hard for you to know how to live without it. it might be love and the idea of being in a relationship - because, after all, thats what we all want, right? for someone to understand us and to stay by our side no matter what. sadly, you might go a bit overboard with it and not even realize how intense your feelings are, ignoring how the other person might feel
milgram (deco*27) prisoner kin assignment


amy rose
you are very sweet and caring but you are also no pushover. you do not let people walk all over you. you tend to look on the bright side of things and try your best to be as positive as you can be. you are also a bit of a hopeless romantic. your music recommendations are: Just a Girl by No Doubt, The One by Tracy Bonham, One Way or Another by Blondie, Don't Speak by No Doubt, Seashore by The Regrettes
i assign you a sonic kin and music to listen to based off of it

full of golden light
the smell of soup cooking in the other room. golden hour sunlight peeking in through the windows. laughter that bounces against the walls and smiles you can't help but mirror. you're easy to approach. your best feature is probably your smile. you don't mind looking silly if it makes people laugh. you're not easily embarrassed. you're calm and you make people feel at ease. you're a good listener because you really really care what they have to say. people leave every interaction with you feeling just a little bit more loved. you're a kind soul, and people can see that. you mean so much more to people than you know.
how do strangers perceive you?

matryoshka doll.
intuitive, wise, canny, yet more playful and vibrant than others may think. you're multifaceted, show different faces in different situations, and may have trouble understanding yourself. all your faces are part of you, though, and as you know, the whole is greater than the individual parts.
what kind of doll would you be?


gon
so many things to say about you. you prioritize your friends over yourself, and even if it doesn't always show, you feel like you are missing your purpose in the world, you are constantly chasing after something unattainable because of your lack of self-love. stop trying to chase after people or things that will never happen. you are perfect the way you are, so stay that way. you are also probably gay.
giving you a brutal kin.


Traveler
you strive to make the world a better place. you have a weak moral compass, but this doesnt make you any less compassionate. you help others where you have been unable to help yourself.
which genshin character are you but it's 100% fact and you can never change it

oh shit, I think that you are mentally stable, idk what to say
on second thought, if you took this quiz you are not really fine, right? but seriously... do mentally stable people really exist? how do you become one of them?
answer some random questions and I'll tell you what the fuck is wrong with you


Welt Yang
You're smart. You've got everything figured out and that's what you want everyone to believe. You like to plan ahead and figure things out before hand to other people can take it easy. Probably the kid everyone leached off in school group assignments. You have no sense of self preservation and that's what makes you reckless. But youd rather sacrifice yourself for the better then see another person get hurt. You shouldn't be so reckless dumbass. If you do end up getting hurt the people around you are gonna be upset, take better care of yourself
i kin assign u someone from honkai impact


seraphim
you are a seraph, the highest in the hierarchy of angels and the angel that is closest to god. you exist in the first triad of angels, whose purpose is to contemplate and adore god directly. "seraph" means "fiery one", and as such, these angels are constantly burning in passion and in light. they are one track mind creatures who exist to indulge in their love and worship for god as they fling themselves around his throne shouting "HOLY! HOLY! HOLY!". the only distinct physical trait we know about seraphim is that they have 6 wings, but they do not use these wings to fly, rather to hide their inconceivable bodies. some interpretations say they hide their faces so that they do not perceive god, as they are not worthy to, and they hide their bodies as they are impure and should not subject their god to such a thing. unlike other angels, they have no duties of protection or interpretation. their love for god is all that they exist to be, and it makes them the most powerful angels because that love is so straightforward and pure. if you got this result, i'd assume that the love you feel is similarly as strong and fiery as the seraphim. you feel things on a very intense, dramatic level and this effects your life very much. your emotions tend to control you whether you let them or not, and when you love something, you love it deeply and unwaveringly. you are guilty of having a one track mind, and if you could, you would spend the rest of your life without any responsibilities, with only the feeling of being with the ones you care about the most remaining. love is the reason why the world turns round and its the reason why youre still alive, and you want to feel and feel and feel until your heart gives out.
where are you on the angel hierarchy?


Nagihiyo / Hiyonagi
They :] Hiyojun is cute too but Nagihiyo is really something else, they're so compassionate with each other and their interactions are always just really sweet. You're most likely kind of aloof and jokey on the outside but you really long for affection on the inside, it's okay to show that once in a while dont be nervous bestie! Congrats on getting one of the best ships in the results. also sorry i tried to not use story screenshots for the result images but this is just one of The images ever so i had 2
i assign you an enstars ship based on your preferences

Tragic
You're the sympathetic villain who does not-quite-bad-enough-stuff-to-be-hated for a very good reason. And you're redeemed by dying. Everyone's angry about it, you could have had an amazing redemption arc if you lived.
How Fandom Would See You If You Were A Fictional Character

sarcastic fan favourite
your mental health is hanging by a thread and that thread consists of dark humor and your mom jokes. youre prolly really hot, anyways everyone loves you and you have the most fan edits! you probably wear beanies a lot
what character you would be in literally any movie

chronic romanticizer
you can't accept things the way they are; you build people and events up in your head to be so much more than they are, because you want the dreams you've held onto for so long to be fulfilled. there is beauty in imperfection; you will be so much happier if you learn how to love what's real.
fall in love and i'll diagnose you with a problem!!


guy who gets bit by venomous insects on purpose and rates the pain on a numerical scale
yeah let's go camping!, i'll have 911 on speed-dial
What kind of Guy are you?

jordan's Dewey Decimal Section:
472 Classical Latin etymology
jordan = 058414 = 058+414 = 472

Class:
400 Language

Contains:
Linguistics and language books.

What it says about you:
You value communication, even with people who are different from you. You like trying new things don't mind being exposed to unfamiliar territory. You get bored with routines that never change.
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jordan's Dewey Decimal Section:
718 Landscape design of cemeteries
jordan's birthday: 7/15/2003 = 715+2003 = 2718

Class:
700 Arts & Recreation

Contains:
Architecture, drawing, painting, music, sports.

What it says about you:
You're creative and fun, and you're good at motivating the people around you. You're attracted to things that are visually interesting. Other people might not always understand your taste or style, but it's yours.
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jordan's Dewey Decimal Section:
027 General libraries

Class:
000 Computer Science, Information & General Works

Contains:
Encyclopedias, magazines, journals and books with quotations.

What it says about you:
You are very informative and up to date. You're working on living in the here and now, not the past. You go through a lot of changes. When you make a decision you can be very sure of yourself, maybe even stubborn, but your friends appreciate your honesty and resolve.

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What Type Of Dere Are You?



you are lavender
#E6E6FA

Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.

Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz

The Engineering Personality Quiz
You can work out big ideas but in a very independent way. You love analyzing a problem from all different sides and viewpoints. You know a lot more than you let on.

You might make a good
Materials Engineer
Materials engineers apply the properties of matter to engineering. They may work with special building materials like ceramics or composites, or assist electrical engineers in creating small components with crystals.

Other scores:
Materials: 46%
Electrical: 38%
Civil: 30%
Chemical: 30%
Industrial: 23%
Mechanical: 23%
Aerospace: 23%
Environmental: 23%
Computer: 7%

What kind of engineer should you be? Find out at Spacefem.com


Your Personality type is
The Harmonizing Gentle Spirit

TrueType: 9-4-7
Primary Enneagram Type: 9

The Gentle Spirit is empathic, inventive, and tolerant. They endeavor to behave with originality and positivity while maintaining their equanimity. In an effort to maintain group cohesion and a sense of acceptance, they can hide their painful or challenging feelings from themselves and others. They are optimistic and often awe-inspired by beauty, tenderness, and whimsy. Fueled by idealism, they are often drawn to healing professions.

Type 9
The Pleasant Peaceseeker
Nines ease themselves into the flow of life by keeping a low profile, prioritizing harmony and letting others go first.

Type 4
The Romantic Individualist
Fours want to be able to express their unique view of the world and want to be their most authentic self.

Type 7
The Entertaining Optimist
For Sevens, the world is primarily a place to be enjoyed. They build their lives around the exciting, the stimulating and the entertaining.

Overview

You are an easy-going, kind, and accepting person who strives to be in harmony by accommodating and supporting what is essential to others. Your gift for seeing many sides of an issue enables you to mediate differences and bring peace to people around you.

On the other hand, your desire to remain comfortable and “ok” can cause complacency, inactivity, and difficulty making and voicing personal decisions. Your keys to growth include seeing that your opinions, needs and desires are just as valid as anyone else’s, and taking a stand for your own preferences in the present moment.

What Drives You

Driven by core fears of loss and separation from others, you seek to achieve feelings of wholeness, union, inner stability, and peace of mind. You are highly motivated by what you don’t want-- which is conflict, tension, disharmony, disagreement, pressure, discomfort or complications with others. Striving to create a harmonious, stable, peaceful and comfortable environment, you minimize your own needs and try to create and maintain trouble-free relationships.

Core Wiring

You want to be peaceful, relaxed, comfortable and natural; but most importantly, you want to be agreeable and avoid conflict at all costs. You are a nice person and go along to get along. You want harmonious relationships.

You are very receptive and a good listener. You are patient and prefer to take your time in whatever you do. You may have problems with inaction.

Under stress, you may be passive-aggressive, neglectful, unresponsive, and indifferent to the needs of others. At your best, you are steady, kind, accepting, and possessive of the universal connectedness necessary to restore harmony.

TrueSelf Personality Test

blinkies and stamps

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pictures of me

very real pictures of me, as well as some picrews. some picrews might not linkback to their maker, i'll be gradually adding credits since theyre all from a folder lol

> lelouch at soup funny hiyori pic charles eyler orifiel astolfo

contact

in case you wanna contact me or just follow me on social media!

twitter: like4tbh

main tumblr: heavensgate

art tumblr: verinefan

steam: reqons

backloggd: reqons

last.fm: reqons

myanimelist: reqons

artfight: reqons

aside from those, my discord is prince jordan#9838, i'm almost always online so that's probably the best way to contact me. i love making new friends, so feel free to reach out!

Favorite Characters

I have consumed many medias (no I haven't) and have amassed a collection of characters that I have deemed as my favorites. No links taking you to their wiki or about pages, there's too many to link. Google Image search is your friend though. Hope you like. If you get mad at me then I'll walk into traffic and film it. Thx

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